this afternoon

There are good days and bad days, and this was none of them, it's was a lazy day. It's a sunday afternoon and it's raining. I've been in bed all day thinking about the things I want.
I want to travel to a faraway land where nobody knows me, and have a new life, a fresh new beggining, forget about everything, be different. A place where I don't care about people's opinion because I don't know them, a place where I can be myself, enjoy life. A place where I'm diferent.
But I can't help wondering if being in a different place is going to change me? what if the enviroment isn't the problem?